rambling

madhat says (9:45 AM):
look at us
we're so normal.
what do you think?
does normal suit us?

crazypants says (9:46 AM):
okay

madhat says (9:46 AM):
okay?
that confused me. i thought we were both trying to go normal.

crazypants says (9:46 AM):
Okay

madhat says (9:46 AM):
this really is making me so depressed. i really want to make a "smile" or a "laugh". all you are saying is okay. oh dear.
i've lost you.
this was a bad idea.

crazypants says (9:47 AM):
okay

madhat says (9:47 AM):
cp, cp, dont do it, cp come back.

crazypants says (9:47 AM):
have great day
okay

madhat says (9:47 AM):
dude

crazypants says (9:47 AM):
hi how are you
hihi im just playing with u

madhat says (9:47 AM):
i'm fine yo. whats up with you? did your energy just get drained from your toes?

madhat says (9:48 AM):
no seriously - how boring is this.

crazypants says (9:48 AM):
Very

madhat says (9:48 AM):
i feel so sorry for boring people.

crazypants says (9:48 AM):
So do i, tho i try not to talk with them

madhat says (9:50 AM):
it is just so depressing.
like for real.

choices

" There is not really a right or wrong decision. Every decision is a wrong one, because there will always be regret. You will never get everything you really want. The sooner you realise that, the easier it is to choose. "

make a decision - check
feel good about your decision - check
hate yourself for hurting people you love - check

*grabs a glass of wine*
here's a toast, living life like a big girl