a day has passed

life feels like a sick and twisted game, the more i play the more i hate it. someone stole the rule book and rewrote it for me, and its come back even worse - when will this wretched game be over. i dont even care about winning anymore - there is no prize great enough to compensate for the loss.

song love

k's choice - not an addict

breathe it in, and breathe it out

and pass it on, its almost out

we're so creative, so much more,

we're high above, but on the floor

it's not a habit it's cool, i feel alive

if you dont have it you're on the other side

the deeper you stick it in your veins

the deeper the thoughts,

there's no more pain

i'm in heaven

i'm a god

and everywhere i feel so hot

it's not a habit its cool, i feel alive

if you dont have it your on the other side

i'm not an addict

maybe thats a lie....

it's over now, i'm cold, alone

i'm just a person on my own

nothing means a thing to me

oh nothing means a thing to me.

it's not a habit it's cool i feel alive

if you dont have it your on the other side

i'm not an addict

maybe thats a lie...

free me

leave me

watch me as i'm going down

free me

see me

look at me i'm falling and i'm falling

it is not a habit its cool i feel alive, i feel

it is not a habit it is cool i feel alive

it's not a habit its cool i feel alive

if you dont have it your on the other side

i'm not an addict

maybe thats a lie...

i'm not an addict

i'm not an addict

i'm not an addict

my light just went out

at a time there was a perfect balance, light and dark. but after a time the light got brighter and brighter.... almost overpowering. darkness hated the idea of the light being a larger part, so darkness grew, and clouded the light. the light was dimmed for a while, but never went out. eventually the light slowly started to get brighter again - almost tangible. the balance was almost reset, but then something happened. and the light left the darkness to take over. now there is nothing but cold, black darkness consuming every corner of my being.

pheremones

A pheromone (from Greek φέρω phero "to bear" + hormone from Greek ὁρμή - "impetus") is a secreted or excreted chemical factor that triggers a social response in members of the same species. Pheromones are chemicals capable of acting outside the body of the secreting individual to impact the behavior of the receiving individual.^[1] There are alarm pheromones, food trail pheromones, sex pheromones, and many others that affect behavior or physiology.

thanks wikipedia :D

time for some more tim!

oh my but you are a scrumptious little thing ;)

painting

Shopping with my chica today for paint and canvas.... she has a pic she wants a painting of... :S i love the fact that she used the word abstract *kisses @ chica* should be a nice happy arty experience

sexxi pic

if wine was jelly.... now there's an idea ;)

for mumzi

i miss you so much!
i love you so much!
*hugs and kisses*

song love

Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.