Well maybe I'm not at a complete loss... perhaps I have made one decision today :)
If I look at my life, and relationships and think of who is the most important to me, it gets a little overwhelming, who would I consider to be best friends, lady soul mates, acquaintances? Are there people that I wouldn't miss if I never heard from them again?
It occurred to me, that people who are indispensable, are the people that I have this uncontrollable urge to tell absolutely everything to. The good and the bad, even random uninteresting bits of information - and do they care about any of it? I really hope so.
One day in the ever so distant future, when I find a man to marry... I really hope he can be that for me, I want to marry my best friend, the person that I am excited to tell ridiculous things to, like my favourite song playing on the radio, that I was late because my socks are inside out, someone who understands the smarties, and the toilet paper... That is who I need my husband to be :)
It's a decision - and it really is liberating. Its also how I know I'm not ready for marriage now. Or I'd be marrying my lady-soul-mate :P
Love you Sara!
ReplyDeleteI'd listen to you no matter what :p