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well dad is doing better so that's good news. But I'm finding the solitude too much to bear. I've cleaned up as much as I can, fed him and watered him and made sure he's taken his tablets... but now I just feel so lonely. I seem to have chased away the 1 person who could make me feel better right now and I have no idea why. I'm a little cold and a little empty and I'm not really sure why I feel this way... oh well I'll just take my mind off it and distract myself. I'm really not whats important here - dad is and he's getting better :D