it's going to be okay

It really will.

I've been drowning myself in self torturous hate and pity the last week. It's really not getting me anywhere. Life is carrying on, life doesn't care that I'm throwing emotional temper tantrums. One day you have to look out the window instead of in the mirror. Breathe in the fresh air instead of tear stained cheeks. So what if life isn't perfect? Is anyone's? Human beings have a strange yet wonderful instinct to survive, no matter how deep you are submerged in darkness there is always a part of you that wants to hold onto the light, its human nature. So while I frantically try to find the direction commonly known as up, a small part of me is comforted by the fact that no matter what path life leads me down, I will be okay - and I will survive - and I will find happiness if I follow my hearts desires.

baby steps. :D