So much of my life is consumed by feelings and thoughts for the passed year. Most of my thoughts and feelings have been of him. To this day I cannot remember a single feeling that has been constant. He's been so many things to me, I've had so many different opinions of him. I've wanted nothing from him but love. Unfortunately I've lost. I've given him all the love I have, it's left me empty and his love is not there to fill the void. It never will be. Not a day goes by where I don't feel the heartache. I think of everything good that's ever happened but before long it leads to disappointment. That disappointment makes the pain 10 times more realistic. It is real. The way he feels is real. My idea of being with him is a dream...
My favourite dream
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