It's the most disgusting horrible vile feeling - like your heart has been raped, crushed and left to die. Its NEVER fair - and what's worse is it will never make sense... but we never stop asking why - even when after so many years we begin to feel some peace. I wish I could bear this pain for you - I wish I could be there to endure grief with you... know that I am thinking of you every second.
You are not alone, you are so loved... and I know right now all you can think of is her, and the million opportunities there will never be, and it's like there is a bubble around you isolating you from the world... When the time comes for you to glimpse past all that you feel if only for a short time, I will be there... so will your friends, and your family - ready to lighten the load when you feel you can share it.
I love you as much as a girl can love a boy that is her best friend, I am here for you whenever you need me - now and for the rest of your life xxx
No comments:
Post a Comment